第三话｜Will you still run naked when you’re 50?｜你的50岁还会裸奔吗？
我一直以来都不太喜欢拍少女，
那种除了青春而毫无岁月雕刻的光滑身体，
对我来说是没有刺点的。
后来看到一本荒木的书，
才豁然开朗。
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他说，
“说什么还是年轻好，都是被社会挑唆的。
40 岁，50 岁，随着年岁的增长，
脸逐渐成为那个人独有的东西了，对吧？
不是别人，是自己造就出来的脸。
因为那脸上刻印了自己经历的种种沧桑，
所以，比起年轻女孩的光滑脸蛋来，
绝对更好看。”
我双手双脚同意。
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I was never a big fan of young girl’s body,
the satiny body without any time trace
is boring.
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「2017. 6 . 15」
Sandra把衣柜都刨出来了，
让我帮她选两个月后
去奥地利参加朋友婚礼的裙子。
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「2017. 6 . 15」
Sandra dug all her wardrobe,
asked me to selected the dress
to attend her friend’s wedding next month.
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「2017. 6 . 17」
女人常常年老之后，
愈发对自己的身体失去自信，
Sandra说自己却是比年轻时
更喜欢现在的自己。
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那天Ancud下起了22年第一次的大雪，
整个小岛都停电了。
我抬头看得见银河。
我们在海边的瑜伽房，
点满了蜡烛。
她肚子上的皱褶，
我觉得很美。
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「2017. 6 . 17」
Sandra told me that
she started to build more connection to her body
after she started yoga.
Most woman starts to lose confident
in their body as getting old.
She said she actually like herself much more
than when she was young.
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That day Ancud started the first snow in 22 years.
the whole island was black out
I can see the galaxy when I look up,
we lighted up the candle
in the yoga house,
the wrinkle on her belly,
I found it so beautiful.
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「2017. 6 . 20」
Sandra和Britt带着三个孩子
去美国旅行两个月，
我说，学也不上了？
她说，学校只是人生很小的一部分，
旅行中她们可以学到更多。
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临走前的兵荒马乱里，
两个人奔驰在高速上，
追赶着残剩的夕阳。
50几岁的她，
在零下几度的寒冬里，
脱了衣服，
奔进了蓝色的浪花里。
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「2017. 6 . 20」
Sandra and Britt brought their 3 kids
went on a two month trip,
I asked, so, no school anymore?
She said, well,
school is just a very small part of life,
they learn much more from the trip.
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In the last rushy day before they go,
we drove on the highway
to chase the last sunset,
Sandra, 50 years old,
in that freezing old,
took off her cloth,
ran into the blue ocean.
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看着她像个孩子般兴奋的大叫，
奔跑在金黄色的夕阳里，
我一下子就被迷住了，
除了疯狂地按着快门之外，
我的心涌起一股一股的感动。
生命在大自然的美妙里
尽情的释放着。
丢掉母亲，工作，责任的标签，
作为一个纯粹的自我，
肆意的奔跑着，
我想，那一刻，
Sandra和我都被自由的海风
包裹着，净化着，交织着。
我哭着笑了，
生命，
多可爱啊。
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I was captivated by her immediately
the beautiful body running towards
the golden sunset,
screaming like a child.
with madness shutters,
I was deeply moved inside as well.
the energy interwoven with the nature,
taking off all the labels,
as a pure being,
running like there’s no tomorrow.
I think, that moment.
Sandra and I all have been grabbed
by the magic of freedom.
I smiled with tears,
how lovely it is,
human beings.
終わり
a Nomadic VISURA photojournalist/documentary photographer
based in Latin America, and Tokyo.
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